haven't grown??

I'm labile
hey.. i have not grown
I'm aware about that
I'm just a spoiled child
a child who need affection
we just...

please understand me
i want to understand you too
i want to run away from the fact
i mean not dead
but ran away from all the facts
stating
i have not grown
we just...

What maturity parameters are?
What kind of maturity that are envisioned? desirable?
silence is not the answer
that's only my opinion
let's help each other
that all was fine until later
we just...

"he" who I want
not you or they!!

adult bogey for me
I want an adult with my maturity level

all went well with the natural
no complaints and a lack of or disappointed